Barrow is better off without you. To say you "Kinda" lost your cool is erroneous. What happened is that you had a temper tantrum, like a five year old that can't have candy. Fact is that you have manipulated government and the authorities for years and years. Now the floor has fallen out from under your power base and you don't know how to act. The all powerful Jerry Maynard is just a spoiled rotten child that rode his fathers coat tails. The only power you ever had was money, and without money you are washed up!